Afraid

I'm afraid. The closer I'm getting to 14 wks, the more afraid I am. I guess only those who have a similar experience could understand. I am scared, I am terrified.  I am having nightmares after nightmares. Every time I think of the moment I lost the baby 8 months ago, my heart quivers. I cannot bear loosing any baby again!

I need to be opmistic and strong so that I can protect my children. Please please give me the courage and help me!